I have been feeling quite bad about my last post. It feels mean-spirited. I don't like to think of myself that way. I want to think that I am kind and compassionate.
I didn't mean to be mean. It's not that I dislike people. People scare me. Sometimes I don't have the energy or confidence or something that I need to interact with others.
I could use the magic of my computer to delete the entire post. Pretend it never existed and erase all evidence of my misanthropic tendencies.
But I have to face the truth about myself. Sometimes it's a struggle to be kind and open to the world around me. I try, but I need to accept that I can't always do it.
But I'll keep trying.
The Bodhisattva of Infinite Compassion and Mercy,
Avolokitesvara Bodhisattva, in Chinese called Guanyin.
I didn't mean to be mean. It's not that I dislike people. People scare me. Sometimes I don't have the energy or confidence or something that I need to interact with others.
I could use the magic of my computer to delete the entire post. Pretend it never existed and erase all evidence of my misanthropic tendencies.
But I have to face the truth about myself. Sometimes it's a struggle to be kind and open to the world around me. I try, but I need to accept that I can't always do it.
But I'll keep trying.
The Bodhisattva of Infinite Compassion and Mercy,Avolokitesvara Bodhisattva, in Chinese called Guanyin.
2 comments:
I don't think yout last post was mean spirited. I think it was HONEST. Plus that woman was horribly annoying. Jeeze. Give yourself a break buddy.
People aren't all they are 'cracked up to be'... your instincts are good... except for me of course... miss you Kathy... Susan
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